I'm feeling antsy and strung out. Clingy really. I've been holding down my couch for the past few months for desperate fear of it getting away? dunno. now, like so many other nites, it is 2:30 and i'm not tired and i want to talk, but no one is awake to hear me. I know i never post anymore... it's not for lack of time. tonite i got on to check on people. Make sure i'm not too far gone. anyway.