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[04 Dec 2006|02:15am]
i bought these earring trees that are supposed to hold all of your earrings. you push the backs throught the little holes and you fasten them in. only problem is that now i see all the neat earrings i have and i wear them and then don't put them back... now my trees are bare. my earrings are in a pile.

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Lately. [28 Nov 2006|02:36am]
[ mood | awake ]

I'm feeling antsy and strung out. Clingy really. I've been holding down my couch for the past few months for desperate fear of it getting away? dunno. now, like so many other nites, it is 2:30 and i'm not tired and i want to talk, but no one is awake to hear me.
I know i never post anymore... it's not for lack of time. tonite i got on to check on people. Make sure i'm not too far gone.

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I'm a big girl now. [18 Mar 2006|03:30pm]
I still have friends. well yea. ok so my b-day is coming up and i'm gonna have a small-ish get together, my second anual alien pajama party and tea. If you have $21 to spare and you really wanna dress like a little old church lady and get your tea on, let me know soon so i can reserve a spot at the Bawdsey Manor tea emporium! so exciting. Or if you just wanna sit around in your most comfortable alien atire and watch odd movies to the wee hours give me a heads up and i'll pull up an extra pillow. Hands on a Hardbody is a definite.

I love birthday season.

Ps- happy early birthday Sylvia and Mollie.
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oh hell [02 Mar 2006|12:14pm]
[ mood | distressed ]

I've fallen by the wayside. I get into this for the first time in years? I dunno. I'm out of touch. but i knew that. my world has gotten so small, and i regret the loss of touch. drop me a line if you even remember who i am...if you don't, drop me from your friends lists i guess.

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[28 Oct 2004|03:23am]
i have paully shore's autograph and you don't. suck it bitches.
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[06 Oct 2004|12:57am]
a mistake waiting to happen is wondering around my apt. god grant me will power. also i have a test that will blow me away thursday...
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[02 Oct 2004|04:49am]
i fucked up. did i cry about it... a little. we'll see how bad tomorrow.
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[26 Sep 2004|11:52pm]
good weekend.
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[21 Sep 2004|02:28am]
[ mood | eh... ]

uh...nothing new. things have been crazy in that suspended animation sort of a way. last week was what you could call shitty. i basically threw away 30 dollars getting slides developed that didn't come out... i almost cried. stuff is good otherwise.

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[14 Sep 2004|01:52am]
nothing much... i spewed milk all over roomate today. ho hum. oh and fell off a bowling lane, and fell off a table in front of my entire com des class dumping table and contents to the floor... it was, all in all, a graceful day. on sat. nite i stayed up until 8am photoging two pig hearts, a very drunk boy, and a oh so cooperative roomate. ps- amy gave me a neurotic piggy for my efforts today. my thought processes have been extremely disorganized recently...
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your basic rant [09 Sep 2004|12:13am]
[ mood | blah ]

i feel so very blah today. i need a roomate! two ppl. so far have backed out and rent is killing us. my folks are stressed. i need a job too, but that means i have to look for one and then activly slice into my free time. i used to write but i haven't in a while and i don't even feel dependent on it anymore. maybe i'll try to back track and reestablish. i used to be good at it, but how can you write if you never really read? and i realized recently that i don't watch much tv anymore and i'm not online that much, so what am i doing? i haven't even taken a legitimate photo in months... and did i mention my field is dying? kodak (which is a disgusting and utterly loathsome company) is phasing out both slide film and black and white with a major push towards digital, ilford is bankrupt, and spotone is not making spotoner anymore, and on top of that you know it's bad when camera stores are now storing all their meager darkroom supplies in the back. I'm a dinosaur and i'm not even out of college yet, and sure i like my digital camera but it isn't the same...there is no magic there. none. and no this doesn't mean darkroom tech. will die completely, but what does survive will be shitty and expensive.

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[04 Sep 2004|09:38pm]
so faaaar away. doesn't anybody stay in one place anymore.


ooooone is the lonliest number you can ever dooo.

tried to wrangle people to go to a party. results: vastly unsuccessful.
I miss my roomate.
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[02 Sep 2004|02:13am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

vanity fair is not as much fun to watch as the previews...save your money and download the trailer. it was terribly british. i think the conversation overheard post movie sums it up best:

male: "what was that movie about"
female: " the costumes were pretty"

roommates are falling thru left and right, and rent is expensive. amy and i only have so many arms and legs...

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been awhile [31 Aug 2004|02:27am]
dear livejournal,

today i removed someone from my aim lists hoping it would be cathartic, but instead it was just sad... i'm not cutting all ties but to sever any, even the most mendable, is stinging.

i read somewhere once that my astrological something or other sets up expectation in people too high, and then they can't live up to it and my disappointment is like a chronic disease on the friendship. i can think of several examples of this proving true, but a comprable number of examples of oppisite behavior in myself.


things elsewhere are good. bowling is progressing nicely, i'm making new friends and whatnot and finding outlets to hang out with old ones. i'm grateful for my apt and my roomate and i found a new artist. (new to me) he is joel peter witkin and his photos are slightly grotesque, some way more than others.
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[16 Aug 2004|06:03pm]
back from san fran, minus a few essentials like my purse which had my phone in it.... now i have no phone numbers so if you ever gave me your number or intended to give it to me, please take the time to email me your name and number at left_of_sanity@yahoo.com or call my home or my new cel phone (which still has the old number) and leave me a message.

thanks kids!


- more on the actual trip later or by request...
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bad luck [07 Jul 2004|08:00pm]
[ mood | worried ]

ok so here's how it happened: I went to imperial garden for lunch with amy and her mommy, but before we even get our drinks i get bitten by two ants. no big deal, until my toe swells up my palms start itching, my scalp tingling, my ears throbbing and i know i'm going to faint or throw up any minute. i make it into the bathroom courtesy of amy but after a good deal of dry heaving (oh yeah i said it) the stomache pain starts... it was bad, really bad, and then i'm curled up in the back seat of linda's vmw bug literally writhing in pain as she speeds to uncle dewey's house (amy's uncle the er doctor). I looked like hell, everyone is worried, and i'm laying in the middle of this nice living room my pants hanging open and feebling hanging on to consiousness. so aparently these things build up and after a childhood filled with fireants i now find myself severely allergic. what the fuck? i will now be carrying around an epipen so that if i get bitten and i start to get sick about five minutes later i rip the cap off and jab it into my thigh.

I don't want this.

ps- I'll be in tenn. for two weeks with my folks. I hope to see you all soon thereafter.

pps- sorry i didn't call tina, they gave me enough benedryl to put down a horse.

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Emma's gone [24 Jun 2004|08:05pm]
[ mood | confused ]

I need a roommate! the drama was incredible. ask and i'll tell you.
and for specifics on the apt. check friendster and myspace.

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[21 Jun 2004|02:54am]
emma's crazy is leaking.
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[19 Jun 2004|04:32am]
[ mood | chipper ]

things are well. the days blend together spaced out only by the eardrops every 4 hours (minor earinfection). oh stamos, how i covet thee... did anyone else catch full house two nites ago with the music video? amy creamed herself. today she ran off to joe's, he's finally back from germany so i'm here, yep just me and stamos. anywho... toodles.

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[12 Jun 2004|03:55am]
gone to the beach... back wed.!
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